Life in the glow of the break lights.

I've been trying to pull back and look at what's going on.

You know, kinda like it's all a movie I am watching from up above.

Something about the night time (blurry lights, cool air) has always made me very reflective.

Tonight I ride behind my father and mother, we are traveling home from the Emergency room.

False alarm.

My mother's temperature is elevated (102.2 F), but no sign of infection.

You see, when the body is weakened by chemotherapy you must be very wary of a high temperature, could be a sign of infection.

One of the many pieces of information I've picked up along the way; unfortunately

I am able to detach. I pull back and watch the break lights of my dad's blazer as we round the bend.

When you try your best but you don't succeed, When you get what you want but not what you need. When you feel so tired but you can't sleep. Stuck in reverse. And the tears come streaming down your face When you lose something you can't replace When you love someone but it goes to waste could it be worse? Lights will guide you home and ignite your bones And I will try to fix you - ColdPlay